Category Archive Mold and Personality Disorders

ByJohn Wuethrich

Paul Wuethrich A Socieopath?

That's hot

My neck as I jump endless hoops in an empty apt to hopefully get the pleasure of cleaning their mold off my stuff. 

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Paul Wuethrich Pretends to Lose Ashes of Bonnie Rabbit

audio of a call 7 ish months ago. thumnail is from mold hell at their house.

I didnt lightly jump to the conclusion that my dad is a sociopath. this is one of many events including being told things like “I own you”.  a lot of cluster b disorders have overlap so not being a doc I wont say I know this for sure but of the thousands of people Ive met ive eventually asked 3 if they knew what bpd was. (suspecting they are but its an awkward thing to directly ask) ive been right 3/3 times. that doesn’t make me perfect or at the level of someone with a phd in either drug pushing or psychiatry…er i mean psychologist…. but when I study something I have an interest in (psych always has been) I tend to absorb it pretty well. 

Bonnie‘s ashes were sent from the vet in US mail Addressed to me. like 14 months ago I got a picture of the open package. this happened far later. To this day her ashes are one of several things I still cant touch. 

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Marlene Wuethrich there’s no bugs.

Almost everything you see below happened at Paul and Marlene’s house and after the extermination of the apt. The company made me catch a bug on sticky paper and then only sprayed roach hormonal kill.  A key point though… Pros dont spray unless there are bugs (ethics lmao….ethics and the one pictured below is a sadly humorous juxtaposition but regardless…) I’ve mixed in some of the mold pics from their house as well. If i dig I can find countless recordings of “THERES NO MOLD CAUSE IM YOUR MOTHER AND SAY SO!”

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https://youtu.be/iic1q_N4068

The box in discussion was built in January. the waspish looking pic -> no bugs->

Note how the topic goes from there are no bugs to there are bugs in the garage. The convo happened maybe may when I finally found where she had hid it.  5 months before there house had been found to have a major mold issue. I had lost my apt due to related issues. 

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Funny how several google reviews indicates this exterminator/sub contractor for last apt is nosy. but im sure my lanyard needed some more endicrion disruptors.

if i scroll back on my google photos i can probably find the “between the layers” i speak of in the video. I have almost every phone call and some convos recorded between audio pocket recorder and phone, sometimes laptop. The problem is the pain of reliving it while posting. Furthered by the fact that due to whats a later admited falsafied police report i end up infront of a shrink… I lead with I have the mold pro and apt exterminators comunications on my gmail. I had recordings and pics as well but was aware of matchbox syndrom and how over diagnosed delusional paracitosis is so i purposuly stuck to “pro has confirmed i can show you what they said” at the time i forgot I had the vet for my rabbits who had found legions which only resolved with flea tick and mite med, but she could never find mites…there for she concluded environmental mite at parents.

even though I had this evidence not “hey i have samples or pics” I end up having those emails with relevant pros refused by “patients arnt allowed phones on the ward” “paranoid skitzo for delusions of mold and bugs”

here is a pcb i had made right before the 8mo of apt hell/bleeding and not sure why. at their house i had washed it with distilled water, isopropal alcohol (standard electronics cleaning ) and even (knowingly not great for it ) diluted bleach. My mother entered the room that was suposed to be mine, i then found it in the basement 2 winter months later.

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this was through the eye piece of a stereo zoom microscope intended for use soldering parts too small to reliably ensure pins are soldered. with the naked eye that was a white spec.  this was probably 60 to 80x mag though its been a year and a half so i couldnt tell you for sure. I can say I have a 2x barlow lens purchased to help the “what the hell is going on” and the 0.5x to increase working distance for soldering. the internal zoom dial goes from 1 to 4x and I own 10x and 20x eye pieces. total zoom = Eye Piece [10] or [20] * Internal [1,4] * barlow [10] or [20] (set notation)  so if one wished they can determine the min and max it could have been taken at , i think i have another one where a passive component pad is visible, I could also check my cad file and have a reference size but…

if anyone reading can chime in on specifically what bug that is… I was pretty sure sand fly but i am no expert here. i do know they tossed all the luggage from the trip to puerto rico  in maybe 09? and cosmos cat developed a bald spot from licking and pulling slightly after return. yes bugs are in all houses but whats a little flying thing doing in their basement in maybe april. also when property is being covered in noticeable debris and home owner not only ignoring mold but trying to get you medicated rather than fix it…. fucking abhorrent

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micro usb was worse…well charging phone wise. phone very often just complained about mositure in cable. its usualy too dead to use flash for photo at that point, but when i finaly remembered and had the battery upon seeing “mositure detected”, i snapped this.

2 summers ago on switching to the s8 and cable above… 2 usb cables smoked as i pulled them off the bottom of a phone complaining about moisture in charge port. Micro was worse at how often it happened but when you consider the could ignite the battery I guess usb c is arguably worse, I hesitate to call it that though cause at this point ill take the exploding battery im sick of this hostage situation.

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this is like a fucking horror movie or pshy thriller except its my real life and now police tell me even noting my parents are unreliable witnesses “presents a liability to the department” yeah fucking thanks. there have been 3 officers i consider upstanding and most neutral. then theres also 3 that….
example :

“you are living quite the life off them, I dont care about the mold, your dad told me he never said he thinks he owns you ” he walks away for a moment and on return i have a pic of it on my phone.

me: this is the car i was forced to clean….

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“PUT THE PHONE DOWN” then something along the lines of i didn’t see that.

I think i have it recorded and if i upload i will post a link here.

while he was commanding put the phone down we were talking through a half rolled down car window(ie its not as if i could make a s9 into an effective threat to his person, even face to face…throwing a phone at anyone would be a pretty ineffective weapon. I note this because that leaves forcing compliance and stoping an answer he didnt want to hear after insisting i was some sort of mooch low life.

I followed the command as he repeated it again. when you cut someone off mid sentence it takes a min to process, esp when for me anyway ive been 3 years between filthy, bleeding and starving/emotionaly involved physicaly harmed and trying to convey details to someone who really doesnt want them anyway. the take away though is arbitrary command to make someone comply after insisting on the quaility of my life and commenting on my morals by extension. this same officer responded to “sir if slaverly was legal are you arguing that it wouldnt cost money to feed that slave?”

“IM NOT GOING TO ENTERTAIN THAT CONVO” and this was after he insisted the money given created “quite the life”

most people in what ever occupation do it for pay. its a personal belief of mine but when you are entrusted to make decisions on someone elses life or freedom, neutral isnt even enough. but id take that over the 3 bad ones. When I say netural i mean no out of the way attempt to recognize people might lie but still acted professionaly and refrained from using badge to comunicate personal judgement and or apeared to recognize i was attempting to show respect and gave it back. I know you never know who you are going to run into in that line of work. I make sure my hands are visible as they aproach, if im going to reach for something I verbaly indicate like “grabbing a cig”

because my parents think the police are their personal tool to abuse, its been literally stated that the ongoing incident is part of their brief. im not sure how serious the officer was but another indicated on a different run in “i haven’t met you yet” which makes me draw the conclusion that it probably is discussed daily. which then leads me to wonder how often my parents are reporting things im not present for or had nothing to do with. over the last year ive probably only driven to maple grove 12 times (to of my head) police reports that state i was there when officer arrived would probably yeild a conclusive number. Im not sure of the inner workings or what it takes to be a part of the daily brief but based on logic id say probably more reports than I make trips from 45 min away.

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Forced Labor on moldy car

This car was given to me in use but not title. right before moving into the new apt snow blew through the vents. It had been parked in my parents attached garage or driven to the NICU at Childrens St Paul for 9 years they previously owned it. 

 

I got my liscense right when I turned 16. I graduated 06 from hs, you do the math…I also lived in fargo ND from 06 to maybe 14ish. once if not more a year it would snow to the point that cars dont have the wheel to snow clearence and if you want to drive its half sledding. yet in all that time this is the only time ive seen snow come through the vents (jan 2019) I called my dad to ask if he had ever whitnessed it before.

he immediately changes the subject to “i came to the hotel to put stuff in your trunk” un announced and nothing i had requested (was banned from their house)

the closest he would come to adressing it was “do you know that model has an airfilter?” when i tried to change the subject back to “you would know the air filter would be best place and where it was” 

its usually behind the passanger glove box on fords. to get at it you open the glove box and pull a plastic tab. tab usually limits how far down it swings, unhooked it opens further. This model didnt have one…but on opening the glove box, it was empty and already unhooked. I cant prove he did it but… 

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This was the plastic that covers the seat belt and metal between the front and back doors on the passanger side of the red ford taurus my mom drove to work at the NICU for 9 year

 

This was the plastic between floor and the panel pictured above.

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the other side of the headliner (celing fabric) speaks for itself. There was also a dead roach Im not sure if i got a photo of. 

The three photos below were all before I had regular access to this car. My dad when he isnt gas lighting there ever was mold, or telling me i wasted my time over nothing…. will tell me its because i left food in the car. As i said this car was my moms I had used it maybe 3 x in the month prior to taking these. The white stuff has a anti fungal body spray. not to try to kill it, its just that it was near clear and incredibly hard to take a photo of even with phone on maximum zoom. the white powdery coating made it much easier to get the phone camera to focus on.  The other 2 (blue tints) were taken with my uv litoghraphy emitter converted to wood lamp flash light

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ByJohn Wuethrich

Health Care And Due Process

This post is a work in progress: 

As i found out the hard way, Minnesota is a state with medical holds (aka 72 hr holds). Im writing this partly to vent in a constructive way, partly because what i was subjected to was likely illegal (even by the statue permitting the hold) and the more I learn about these holds and the mental health system the more abhorrent i find it. This feeling comes from the combined knowledge that kids are still learning things like you cant be given a life long punishment with out due process and a trial, we have a system where power has checks and balances, there are appeals processes…

little to none of these standards seems to be true with medical holds or their outcomes. HIPPAA seemed to be the last thing on anyones mind at the U of M Riverside Inpatient Mental Ward either. I cant comment on others but Ill share a little joke bellow, sad truth is only one patient laughed at it or seemed to understand it, though the look in the eyes of offending staff memeber told me they were aware of what they were doing.

Prehaps most shocking is, I knew what Matchbox syndrom is. I also had prior medical record indicating possible/rxed scalp fungle infection, and email from the mold pro who found the black mold issue at my parents. I had pictures of the issues on my body and the problems found but knowing Matchbox/ Ekbom syndrome I only mentioned the I have documents from relative professionals confirming bugs at the apt and mold at my parents house and they are on my phone. I had been at a hotel and that was the first time in 16 months or so it cleared up. 2 months jumping hotels there wasnt anything on my body and that should have been more a sign that it was environmental. I also could have produced my rabbits’s vet’s word that she belived there was an environmental pest at my parents house. (the rabbits had legions that only responded to flea and tick med there for she concluded…)

, Despite having all of that and clearly communicating it:

“sir i have an email from the mold pro who confirmed it on my phone and documents from the extermination at the apt”

it was dismissed with 

“patients arnt allowed phones on the ward” 

and I end up hearing “Delusional Paranoid Skitzo for delusions of mold and bugs… and taking out your sickness on your elderly parents” had i not got out 4 hrs later despite him telling me im having the hold extended… they would have attempted forced medication. Im not sure i would have complied. Im relatively sure i wasnt being tested because right before med time nurse comes in “we mistook the type of hold…. where would you like your med forwarded?” 

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